Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Where do dreams begin....


I awoke this morning pondering a question.


Where exactly is the place located, deep with-in ones self, where dreams begin?

I had a disturbing dream last night,
one in which I am thankful is not based in any reality
that I can foresee.
Thank You Lord!
Yet it has left me with unhappy and very unsettled feelings.
I will put this dream away,
and not think on it any more, nor give it any place in reality.
Yet I do still wonder.....
Where is it that dreams begin?

Do dreams find there beginning, there point of growth,
there infant sized grip, in the mind or heart?
Are the birthing points of dreams found deep with-in
the crevices of my own insecurities?
Or do they find a beginning inside one's own fears?
Are they spawned from past events in one's life
that have long since been forgotten,
at least while we are in our awakened state of consciousness?
Or do dreams find rich soil deep in which to root and grow,
 in the recesses of our subconscious,
where it lays in wait for some daily happening, conversation,
or a proper alignment of some events,
then it prepares to raise it's self up later that night
as we innocently lay, sleep and slumber?

Where do dreams begin?
Why do they often bring to our innocently slumbering minds
things that are unsettling?
What is the purpose for such things that only seem to increase
our insecurities, fears, and unwanted thoughts?
Why must they be....at all?

I would prefer to NOT have such dreams in which
 I am placed in uncomfortable situations,
or where unhappiness rains supreme,
and the negative or ugly side of humanity and our feelings
have seemingly lost all control!
I do not like, nor enjoy those dreams in which
negative, sorrowful, or hurtful feelings are
given some semblance of reality,
and when one awakens,
you find yourself being left with trying to sort out....
What was the point of that?
Why did I dream about this?
Where did that come from?
Why must I be left feeling this way?

I am only thankful that for me I recognise
that dreams are only an illusion and not a reality!
I am ever so glad that they are not a part of some
unconscious and hidden ability to see into
an "altered"  or "real life events to come"kind of vision!
I acknowledge the fact that some things in dreams
do seemingly have a small beginning
and a tiny foothold that does lay deep with in each of us,
and not all of it is laughter and roses.
Some of this "unconscious garbage" as I will call it,
is apparently birthed from our own fears,
and I must put it into proper perspective.
I should learn to look deep with in myself,
search my mind, heart and soul, and bring up and out
all the many fears, insecurities,
doubts....so on and so on, and ask my sweet Lord
to help me with it all.

I will always question....
Where do dreams begin?
Why do dreams exist at all?
What is the point?
Why are some of the negative dreams, hardest to forget,
ignore, and push far away from our minds?

I am most thankful to know (in my awakened and conscious state that is...LOL)
that last nights dream is not my reality!
I am glad to know deep with in myself, it shall not be, nor will it come to pass.
It Was Only A Dream! Nothing more.

I have always been the kind of girl who asks lots of questions,
and I shall continue to do so for the rest of my days.
But I must acknowledge that I still wonder....

Where do dreams begin.....?

Where do your dreams come from?
Have you ever pondered this?
Just Wondering?

Love & Prayers,
Ronda
Have A Peachy Keen Day!
Where do your dreams come from??

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